Grrr I am so hungry...and I haven't talked to Eben since about 7 last night so I'm getting antsy about that...oh, and my mom and aunt bought me a bit of furniture so my stuff won't be sitting in a huge pile in the corner...

Anyway, no D.C. for me. Yes, I know I'm a chickenshit but I am not about to go somewhere where they have not bought my return ticket yet. I did apply for some escorting jobs here in Houston, so hopefully I'll get one of those. I know Eben will be pissed, but at least I'll still be coming home to him every night. Anyway, I need to bring some money into this relationship besides my parents'. So, we'll see about all this...I BETTER not wimp out this time. I swear, I can be such a big baby.

I think I'm going to start drinking after my aunt and mom leave...or maybe just give into the craving I'm having for those flavored coffees I used to let myself have when I wasn't eating. Hmmm...decisions, decisions. I really want to b/p but I'm trying my hardest not to. I lost several pounds yesterday, and I'm not about to stop now. Oh...and as for the tongue piercing thing, I'm going to wait until after any interview I'm going on (one on Wednesday), and maybe till Eben gets back. I'm sure he wouldn't be happy coming back home with my tongue all swollen after a week of no sex (well, hopefully) for him. Ah, and one more thing to add. I also might be modeling nude for a painting, which is a bit more tame but much less money...but still, money is money after all...

Gabe hasn't called but I'm not upset like I thought I'd be. He usually calls when I least expect it anyway...well...off to go lay in bed, drink some chicken broth, and read. At least for once my life is boring...let's see how long that lasts.