Another one night stand to add to the list...bet you can't guess...Kas. There was no chemsitry except physical...joy. Guess that's a good think since I'm moving in with Eben this coming weekend...

I might be starting work on the 16th...some video and escort work up in Newark and Baltimore. And then a video in October, and then I'm going to talk to the people in Chicago and D.C. to see what I can work out...there might be some work in Houston too. Sorry if this is getting too monotonous...it's just when I write it down it makes it more real...

And not to mention A wants to come tomorrow...why now? After over a month, he wants to see me now? I can't see him anyway though 'cause I got a tattoo nd he'll throw a fucking fit about it...And Gabe called too...he's still with that other chick, who he's already cheated on...and he wants to cheat on her with me (which is why he wanted me there while she was out of town...which apparently she does a lot lately). That is so ironic...he cheats on me with her after a year and a half together, and now after on and off shit with her he wants to cheat on her with me...damn...so fucked up. My life is so fucked up.

Right now I'm also talking to this guy Reggie, who has so much shit going on...I've been giving him advice on his kind of girlfriend...but he kind of likes me too...I think. But, the problem is he's seperated from his wife and has a 10 year old girl and an 8 year old boy...but he's just about to turn 28 in November...I sure know how to pick, em, don't I?

I have eaten slightly normally...is a salad, some cambells soup, and fat free saltines normal? Lol...yea, didn't think so.

Nothing is normal about me. I'm a slutty, manipulative, shady bulimic girl who has no fucking idea what she wants...

I wish Eben would call.