Summary until I can write a longer update:

Eben's for real...which scares me

He bought me a watch

Gabe called, twice...with bad results

A hasn't called

Going to buy LOTS of alcohol tomorrow

I have 2 boyfriends now

My conscience is tearing up my insides

Not to mention Eben did something that made me very upset (accident)

I'll write later if I get a chance...