I know I haven't written in awhile and I'm sorry...things have been full of drama as usual. But, I have good news.

When Eben gets back from Canada (probably the last week this month) we're going to work everything out. I'll move back in, and we're going to try and get pregnant again. He thinks I don't want to settle down, get married, have babies. But I do. If my parents keep their word and let me sell my car I'm going to do that, and I start school on the 18th. I want all this more than anything. I just want to be happy.