I've been looking at pictures of aborted babies. The ones around the time I had mine fell apart. But they have their fingers and toes, and you can make out the outlines of their faces...it is the most heartbreaking thing I have ever seen.

Seeing Eben again today (no sex yesterday). Seeing Gabe either Wednesday or Friday.

Some women are fertile anywhere from a few days to 2 weeks after the abortion. All I can do is hope I'm one of those women and that I can bring back what I've lost...